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freak143angel @ 2009-03-17T21:54:00

2009-03-18T01:56:25Z

Spoke with someone I haven't spoken to in a while, and lots of unresolved feelings have popped up. It's weird, you forget all of the bad things as soon as a few years have passed....

I know things were bad, but damn... they were so good.

lol

I thank God every day for the wonderful memories I've been able to make, and all of the good things still to come.

<3

SO HAPPY. Other than the hive on my face, lol. To the drug store!

=(

2009-02-26T02:45:57Z

What is BNL going to be like without Steven Page?

=(

last rites to sleepless nights

2008-12-20T11:19:53Z

I haven't felt this good in a long while. Then again, tomorrow is probably going to be a little rough being that I haven't slept. Tonight was worth every second. I hope this doesn't become a habit, though.

Here's something to think about:

1)
If I had it in me,
to stop my random thoughts and my dumb dreams,
I could deal with this nonstop spinning world

2)
Zak called his dad about layaway plans
And Sara told the friendly salesman that:
"You'll all die in your cars,
And why's it gotta be dark?
And you're all working in a submarine"

3)
Seems like everywhere I go
the more I see, the less I know

4)
you both deserve a good time
in every position I can think of

5)
what you wanna say, what you wanna do
nobody's a victim, it's only up to you

6)
No I will never let it break your heart
No I will never let it break me

7)
bye bye self-respect,
I haven't had much of it since you left,
I missed out on the best of you

8)
After a storm there must be a calm

9)
and if you've got no other choice
you know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town

10)
I alone am the one you don't know you need, you don't know you need me
Make me blind when your eyes close
tie me to the bedpost

11)
Put your arms around me
what you feel is what you are
and what you are is beautiful

12)
agony on the corner of every street
then he lost himself over bitterness, explode

13)
I may be going broke
but I'm never broken down

14)
it all keeps adding up,
I think I'm cracking up

15)
Fake the smile, working mode
sitting in a cubicle and doing things that I don't want
Like organizing back to front

16)
Wishing upon a car
And miles are minutes
and days are my cities
recording my life on a map

17)
And don't you feel that music is life
Well, I do.

18)
surviving is my best revenge
what hurt you once won't hurt you again

19)
oh, I'm that rebel
I tried to warn ya

20)
fallin' down to you, sweet ground
where the flowers they bloom
it's there I'll be found

December 17, 2009

2008-12-18T00:47:58Z

Happy concert update --

January: Reel Big Fish (1/20/08)

February: Flogging Molly (2/15/08)

March: Less Than Jake (3/18/08)
Dropkick Murphys (3/6/08) ?

... anyone know of any good April concerts?

freak143angel @ 2008-12-04T22:47:00

2008-12-05T03:49:27Z

Apparently I'm going to see Reel Big Fish on 1/20/08... Who's with me? Anyone? Anyone?

Also, LTJ in March... looking for people interested in going to that one, too.

<3

freak143angel @ 2008-11-08T01:39:00

2008-11-08T06:40:01Z

in-YOUR-end... o.

lol.

freak143angel @ 2008-08-28T23:41:00

2008-08-29T03:42:43Z

August came and went really fast.

Happy birthday to me (soonish).

Things are alright, I've just been sick for a while.

Nothing new.

so epic I forgot to share

2008-07-28T23:44:32Z

Warped Tour was fantastic. Highlights included sleeping on a tiiiiiny patch of grass, chAka's "I'm gonna kill everyone" face, lots of drugs, and many (many many) crowd surfing six year olds to the head. Oh, and Reel Big Fish was really awesome.

AAAANNNNDD... no sunburn ^_^-b

I'm in a New York state of mind

2008-07-20T02:04:56Z

I'm seriously still in shock. I was THERE. That was ~~possibly~~ the best, most amazing concert I've ever been to. Period.

The set list was awesome, and I'm still floating -- wow.

Just.... wow. I can't even breathe, just thinking of it. The crowd got so crazy that I had to climb on the railings to see Paul McCartney performing "Let it Be" -- the most amazing encore I've ever seen/ever will see.

The Star-Spangled Banner
Miami 2017
Prelude/Angry Young Man
My Life
The Entertainer
Summer, Highland Falls
Zanzibar
Allentown
The Ballad of Billy the Kid
New York State of Mind (feat. Tony Bennet)
Root Beer Rag
Goodnight Saigon
Don't Ask Me Why
Keeping the Faith
The Downeaster Alexa
This Night
Movin' Out
Under the Boardwalk
An Innocent Man
Shameless (feat. Garth Brooks)
She's Always a Woman
Lullabye (Goodnight, My Angel)
The River of Dreams
A Hard Days Night
Walk This Way (Performed by Steven Tyler)
We Didn't Start the Fire
It's Still Rock and Roll to Me
My Generation (Performed by Roger Daltrey)
You May Be Right
Scenes From An Italian Restaurant
Only the Good Die Young
I Saw Her Standing There (feat. Paul McCartney)
Piano Man
Let It Be (Performed by Paul McCartney)

freak143angel @ 2008-07-08T08:34:00

2008-07-08T12:36:46Z

but mommy, I don't wanna go to work....

This week officially sucks, mostly because I know EXACTLY what I'm doing every second of every day. I mean, it doesn't REALLY suck, I'm just overbooked a bazillion times over, lol. Like I'm supposed to go to mom's house tonight, but I'm also supposed to go out with work people, but I don't really feel like it.... blahhhhhh

x_x

lol.

seriously, I'm such a dweeb.

freak143angel @ 2008-06-30T20:00:00

2008-07-01T00:01:10Z

wait a second...

where did June go?

freak143angel @ 2008-05-25T13:20:00

2008-05-25T17:20:27Z

I'm awake and alive, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARADOR!!!!!

<3

freak143angel @ 2008-05-24T17:23:00

2008-05-24T21:31:08Z

Tomorrow is Sara's birthday, so Happy early birthday (in case I don't wake up for tomorrow, haha).

Other things:
-> -15 / - 27
-> Printing labels already. Too early? Probably.
-> Lots of concerts happening next month, how exciting!
* Billy Joel
* Warped Tour
* Flogging Molly (possible 7/31 in NY)
* O.A.R. (I know that's August -- but I don't care! lol
-> Apartment is pretty much cleaned up, so I'm quite excited
-> People are actually buying stuff off of my registry (WOOOO!)

Things are good, looking forward to a fun night with friends to celebrate my very special Sara <3

Love always,
Anna

freak143angel @ 2008-05-18T09:59:00

2008-05-18T13:59:41Z

btw, -13.

freak143angel @ 2008-05-18T09:57:00

2008-05-18T13:58:43Z

I really do have the bet friends in all the world <3

Sometimes I just get the warm-fuzzies thinking about it.

ifl.

freak143angel @ 2008-04-30T22:12:00

2008-05-01T02:12:47Z

still - 11

July 18, 2008 @ 8pm...

2008-02-23T14:51:00Z

... I am seeing Billy Joel at Shea Stadium.

like, whoa.

*happy dance*

Sara can relate, I'm sure <3

2008-02-16T05:52:18Z

It has been 8 days since I saw the Spice Girls. I saw THE SPICE GIRLS. There were 13 year olds involved. It was amazingly magical and awesome.

I NEEEED MOREEEEEE.

=D

freak143angel @ 2008-02-14T12:28:00

2008-02-14T17:36:12Z

That just made me laugh....

Love is meant to be shown and shared all year round. Don't wait for some "special" day to tell someone how important they are to you. <3

Happy Valentine's Day, everyone.

^_^ <3 ^_^

2008-01-27T02:59:35Z

Hi.

Things are good right now... nothing new or exciting, really. Just felt like letting y'all know I'm still here, and still alive and what not.

<3,
Anna

Happy New Year

2008-01-01T18:36:24Z

Taking a moment to wish everyone a happy and a healthy.

Love,
Anna

Merry Christmas

2007-12-25T06:20:08Z

Holiday cheer and whatnot. I know it's late and I should be in bed, but Santa is cool and doesn't care if I stay up past twelve.

Love,
Anna

i'd rather keep believing what i've seen isn't true

2007-11-12T23:54:06Z

Still not quite okay yet, but I'm getting there. All things take time, I suppose. All other realms of my life are going pretty well, so I need to just keep positive at this point.

I think that today would be a good day for that.

Miss you all, I really do, even if I don't call that often -- I try to remember, I do, I just suck at it. But that's just me, I guess.

<3 Anna

Just some things...

2007-11-01T23:40:08Z

If you all haven't noticed, I've had a lot on my mind lately. Not that I give anyone the opportunity to nitice -I've sort of been hiding lately.

young frankenstein was amazing, as expected. Very... colorful. Good show with good company....

I'm so fucking blue I just can't shake it.

Sometimes I can't tell up from down anymore... and it scares me a lot when I see my future looking up at me and giggling. I know things will be okay, life has a funny way of working out for the best -- but it's the uncertainty that hits me the hardest. I'm more afraid of not knowing what's going to happen than knowing something terrible/traumatic will occur.
Scratch that. I hate traumatic stuff,too.

Sorry so guarded, I need to keep things at arms length.

I just want to wrap my head around this.

I don't think anyone understands what I'm going through right now.

I'm sure I'm wrong about that.

I'm happy that I'm wrong about that.

But it still feels that way.

I need to remember how to write sentences again..........

freak143angel @ 2007-10-26T00:56:00

2007-10-26T04:57:30Z

nothing terribly interesting going on.... just working a lot these days. Life has been crazy, as it always is, and coated with drama at that.

I really want to go to bed now, but I'm just all upset now.

I played my violin and my viola tonight -- it's been awhile -- and I missed it so much I really did cry.

Enough sappiness... SLEEP~~!!!