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hahahahaha [24 Aug 2013|05:42pm]
I thought I was a grownup when I was 22... lololol
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[09 Jul 2011|10:54pm]
So I feel like I have this journal and I just ignore it all the time -- and all kinds of great stuff (big and small) is happening and of course some bad, too but that happens to everyone...

A few things on my mind:
- Work. Me hates it right now, but it's a job. AND they're picking up a dental and vision option on the insurance (which is ULTRA sweet!). So between the monies and the insurance, work is, I suppose, a necessary evil. Bummer, lol.
- School. Worried about taking three classes in the fall, particularly in light of recent "developments" =) But more to come on that another time.
- Health. I have to start taking better care of myself. I mean, I eat okay and I exercise sometimes, but really? I need consistency.
- Dog. My dog is EPIC and AWESOME and STEVE-TASTIC. People may think it's weird, but I am absolutely in love with my dog. He's been having some allergy problems (seasonal and to his food, poor baby</3) which have been causing him some tummy troubles and itchy face, so it's been a bit rough on him... but lots of love, snuggles, and hypoallergenic food seem to be helping immensely. Me LOVES my Steve.
- Mother-In-Law. She's sweet and all, but sometimes, man... she drives me nuts.
- Mom. Going for back surgery on the 20th. Nervous? Hell yes. In need of distraction? Hell yes. I am already starting to fill my social calendar for that week, lol. She's expected to make a full recovery... in 6 to 8 months. Bummer. Lots of prayers for her, please -- we need all the help we can get.
- Dad. Is suddenly getting older, which is weird. Heart attack not too long ago, still re-learning how and what is okay for him. A bit strange that suddenly my dad, my own personal superman, is 72 years old. He gets a senior discount at the Dunkin Donuts. I'm coping with this, but not well.
- Sister. She's a real trip, man - there's always a funny or interesting story when she's around. Life continues to be exciting with her in it.
- Illin' like a villain. Been sick forever, and sick of it. It's a really bummer, but rumor has it I will feel better eventually. Man, I wish that whole feeling better thing would HURRY THE HELL UP.
- Alone-ness. Still coping with the fact that I feel alone. Not lonely, exactly -- but alone. Like Separate. It's very strange, and even more quiet.

Just a few things rolling around. Overall things are okay...

This has been my yearly LiveJournal update, haha.

More to come if I feel like it or get the random urge.

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[15 Oct 2010|04:38am]

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[25 Jul 2010|03:49pm]
My girlfriend, my dumb donut
Went out to a party just the other night
But three hours later and seven shots of jäger,
She was in the bedroom with another guy

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And well, I'm not the one who acted like a ho
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details, if you don't mind

Now I can understand friends who wanna tell me
Think they're gonna help me open up my eyes
But the play-by-play makes me want to lose it
Everytime you do it, man, it turns the knife

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And i really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And well, I'm not the one who acted like a ho
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details, if you don't mind

Now I don't need to hear about the sounds they were making
And I don't need to hear about how long it was taking
Or how the walls, they were shaking

Now I'm lying in bed, wallowing in sorrow
Missing the tomorrow that we could have had
Running through my head, over and over
Things I never told her now just make me sad
And it drives me insane, sitting with a vision
Stuck with that image burned into my brain
And I feel so dumb that I could ever trust her
While someone else fucked her, then walked away

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And so, I'm not the one who acted like a ho
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details, if you don't mind
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[27 May 2010|07:25pm]
I can't handle today. Can't process it.
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[10 May 2010|08:06pm]
STILL NO GRADES POSTED. MAAAHAHHEHEHEHAHHHHHH

... losing it.
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it's [22 Jan 2010|07:11pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

 a circle. Only for real this time. I'm back where I started and I wonder if it will be as fun/interesting/exciting as it was the first time around... so here I go for take two.

Wish me luck, it all begins tomorrow.

One step at a time, that's all it takes... right?

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